Sunday, January 9
aaron aaron aaron. - Sunday, January 09, 2005
my dae started... waking up.. crap .. still having problems w aaron.. haish.. 4 msgs on my hp.. one fm damala .. 3 fm aaron..
yesterdae went out w him 2 get his npcc stuff.. ya la.. i gave him his cd.. but he absent-mindedly forgot mine.. well done aaron...
aniwaez.. tmr ss test.. haish.. blah!.. i hate ss .. but ironically i'm e ss rep... -_-''
my parents r fighting over e smallest tings now.. so frustrating.. they shout shout shout.. i've serioulsy had enuff.. i can't take it anymore.. juz wish they'd get a divorce.. although tat's not possible now.. cos if my mom leaves my dad.. no financial support.. except got my aunts n all la.. haish.. they like so old still quarrel 4 wad u tell me.. pissed off w them la..
aniwaez .. i wish my n levels weren't this year.. cos i noe this yr's gonna be v difficult 4 me 2 cope n focus with.. haish.. but again.. my personal problems will be left at hm n outside skool.. juz trying my best 2 concentrate on my skool work w everyting happening.. is tat even possible.. haish...
i tink i love u too much.
cos now loving u has become more painful.
being so far away fm u is juz too sad for me.
u sae tat this would all work out eventually.
i believe u,
but somehow i still have doubts of my own.
do u know how much i've cried for u?.